???馮???梓???離???過(guò)???一???次???婚???。

    ???前???夫???好???吃???懶???做???，???是???個(gè)???被???寵???壞???的???媽???寶???，???結???婚???後???也???不???工???作???，???就???靠???馮???梓???養???家???，???馮???梓???不???但???要???賺???錢(qián)???，???還???要???煮???飯???洗???衣???服???做???家???事???。

    ???年???輕???不???懂???事???，???還???以???為???結???婚???就???是???愛(ài)???情???的???圓???滿(mǎn)???結???局???。

    ???她???忍???了???三???年???，???最???後???忍???不???下???去???。

    ???比???起???說(shuō)???自???己???是???離???婚???女???，???要???承???認???自???己???選???錯???對???象???，???承???認???自???己???不???快???樂(lè )???，???還???更???困???難???。

    ???恢???復???單???身???後???，???馮???梓???多???了???大???把???的???時(shí)???間???，???閒???閒???沒(méi)???事???幹???。

    ???「???步???步???驚???心???看???過(guò)???沒(méi)???？???還???有???後???宮???甄???嬛???傳???啊???。???」???同???事???和???朋???友???們???這???樣???建???議???。

    ???「???本???少???女???只???看???藝???術(shù)???電???影???，OK???？???」

    ???在???那???三???年???裡???，???電???影???是???馮???梓???唯???一???紓???解???壓???力???的???出???口???，???只???要???逃???到???劇???情???裡???，???她???就???能???暫???時(shí)???忘???記???荒???謬???的???婚???姻???生???活???，???每???年???必???跑???金???馬???影???展???，???一???鼓???作???氣???把???所???有???場(chǎng)???次???都???看???完???。

    ???通???常???這???段???時(shí)???間???也???是???她???跟???前???夫???爭???吵???最???激???烈???的???時(shí)???候???。

    ???「???妳???他???媽???的???衣???服???沒(méi)???人???洗???，???飯???也???沒(méi)???人???煮???，???是???要???老???子???餓???死???嗎???？???」

    ???「???廢???柴???。???」

    ???馮???梓???通???常???不???會(huì )???多???說(shuō)???，???摔???了???門(mén)???就???走???，???直???直???往???電???影???院???去???。

    ???抱???著(zhù)???自???己???的???膝???蓋???，???沉???浸???兩???個(gè)???小???時(shí)???，???是???她???的???救???贖???，???也???是???享???受???。

    ???不???過(guò)???就???算???買(mǎi)???了???套???票???，???天???天???跑???真???善???美???，???加???上???影???展???，???還???是???有???許???多???個(gè)???假???日???，???讓???她???閒???得???發(fā)???慌???。

    ???原???來(lái)???自???己???過(guò)???去???浪???費???很???多???時(shí)???間???在???照???顧???前???夫???身???上???啊???。

    ???這???麼???感???嘆???著(zhù)???，???馮???梓???就???順???手???上???網(wǎng)???查???了???友???人???們???推???薦???的???兩???部???當???紅???陸???劇???，???這???是???她???的???習???慣???，???每???次???都???會(huì )???先???作???功???課???，???看???看???年???度???影???展???片???單???，???還???有???相???關(guān)???的???導???演???劇???情???介???紹???。

    ???沒(méi)???想???到???劇???沒(méi)???看???，???卻???一???頭???栽???進(jìn)???原???創(chuàng )???小???說(shuō)???的???世???界???裡???。

    ???當???她???看???到???祈???淵???那???部???連???載???小???說(shuō)???時(shí)???，???簡(jiǎn)???直???完???全???中???毒???了???。

    ???書(shū)???裡???的???祈???公???公???亦???正???亦???邪???，???不???輕???易???流???露???情???緒???，???能???下???狠???手???，???卻???又???有???仁???慈???的???一???面???，???既???有???擔???當???，???又???有???謀???略???，???是???個(gè)???個(gè)???性???複???雜???而???冷???淡???的???男???人???，???把???她???迷???得???暈???頭???轉???向???，???如???果???是???這???樣???的???男???人???，???她???心???甘???情???願???侍???候???他???。

    ???小???說(shuō)???連???載???了???三???年???，???最???後???作???者???竟???然???給???了???祈???淵???一???個(gè)???悲???慘???的???結???局???。

    ???當???時(shí)???馮???梓???大???哭???一???場(chǎng)???，???連???自???己???離???婚???她???都???沒(méi)???那???麼???難???過(guò)???。

    ???後???來(lái)???她???決???定???改???寫(xiě)???結???局???，???不???為???什???麼???，???就???只???是???讓???自???己???開(kāi)???心???。

    ???前???前???後???後???馮???梓???看???了???小???說(shuō)???不???下???數???十???遍???，???對???書(shū)???裡???的???每???個(gè)???人???物???瞭???如???指???掌???，???尤???其???是???祈???淵???，???他???的???身???體???特???徵???和???細???節???，???原???作???者???都???描???寫(xiě)???得???很???詳???盡???，???在???馮???梓???腦???海???裡???，???早???就???栩???栩???如???生???。

    ???三???十???歲???生???日???那???天???，???同???事???帶???馮???梓???去???拜???月???老???。

    ???「???這???個(gè)???月???老???非???常???靈???驗???，???不???過(guò)???位???置???很???隱???密???，???知???道???的???人???也???不???多???。???」

    ???馮???梓???跟???著(zhù)???同???事???去???到???深???山???裡???，???在???月???老???跟???前???許???願???。

    ???「???如???果???可???以???，???請???賜???給???我???一???個(gè)???像???祈???淵???那???樣???的???男???人???吧???。???」

    ???反???正???是???不???可???能???實(shí)???現???的???，???那???麼???乾???脆???就???要???最???理???想???的???那???位???。

    ???三???年???的???婚???姻???讓???馮???梓???明???白???，???即???使???有???雄???性???象???徵???，???有???完???好???的???陰???莖???，???也???不???代???表???就???有???男???人???味???，???更???不???代???表???有???肩???膀???。

    ???與???其???要???個(gè)???廢???柴???媽???寶???，???她???寧???願???選???擇???一???個(gè)???超???酷???太???監???。

    ???※???番???外???只???有???寫(xiě)???到???這???裡???，???因???為???拜???了???月???老???，???後???來(lái)???月???老???就???讓???馮???梓???穿???了XD